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(1gangsta | what?!?)

[07 Jul 2005|05:04pm]
today i went on the swings for an hour and then i went to the mall and i got a lemonade. and it was very enjoyable i will admit.

later i will go running and eat supper and maybe the gym. and then i will come home and go to sleep as i have work early tomorrow.

and that is all i have to say.


(7gangstas | what?!?)

[06 Jun 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | i have to pee. ]


im SICK of strawberries!

i am outraged.

mmmmm feminism.
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here is the situation. [26 May 2005|07:04pm]
this is what i have done since being home.
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(3gangstas | what?!?)

[20 May 2005|10:20pm]
so here is the situation:

i like it here at home. but i also hate it. i hate it so much that i cant function. but im happy when i like it.

i also bought scrubs season 1.

i also bought grapefruit.

im also very tired and dont really feel like having a social life so im going to bed so bye.

and its night so that means i am sad and hate it here.

but dont get me wrong, its beautiful here.

(3gangstas | what?!?)

[18 May 2005|06:49pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

life is life and its life. weird. life is ending every minute that we are alive, one minute less until we die. so why waste it being upset? there is not a point. life is full of surprises and changes. thank g-d i have people i know i will always be close to and we can go through life together. i will always meet people and go through life's experiences with them. our life is a blink in history. we are so insignificant its crazy. but life is life is life. i love life. beach on friday.

effing chach i have a date tonight mmmm black crow.

<3. im all packed everything is in my car im going home!


annnnnd we are starting a facebook group entitled "I am officially awkward". we will be presidents.

(1gangsta | what?!?)

[11 May 2005|11:40am]
i have been in my towel for.... 39 minutes.

i shaved my legs. this is a big deal people. MAYBE ill wear a skirt today??

haha probably not. i will probably wear P.E shorts. and then not work out.

listening to lee ann womack (something worth leaving behind) reminds me of being home and singing this song.

listening to jessica andrews reminds me of going to the beach with jessie and tray.

i CANT WAIT to go home and see my friends.

i dont feel like putting pictures.
but i will miss chico SO MUCH.
but i will be back.
Chico is my life now, and I like that.
im going home for a vacation. a 3 month vacation. i will be with my old friends, then come back up and see all the new people ive gotten to know over the past 9 months. they are my new friends. my oldl friends i will have my whole life. i will have these people too. i love the people that ive grown up with and am so excited to reunite with them.

life is good. you know you have a good thing when you can love life at home and love life at school.

i cant name all the people i love. there are too many.


(9gangstas | what?!?)

[01 May 2005|04:48pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

i grew up this year.


(16gangstas | what?!?)

Hokay! [25 Apr 2005|09:30am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Hokay, here it is!

If you would like to know anything about me, or ask me anything, here is your chance.  You can post me any comments you want asking me any questions you want. I will do my best to answer anything you ask. If you are shy then you can post anonymously, I will not log IP addresses. If I get no comments I don't really care, this is about you baby! So you can ask me things that are deep and meaningful, or not. Up to you!

So go ahead, if you have any questions about anything then, this is your chance.


(I had a great weekend by the way... MMM passover and Saftas rocky road kosher candy... now i have research papers to do, a project, and a research presentation to prepare for... ehhhhhhh)

(2gangstas | what?!?)

[16 Apr 2005|09:27pm]
life is good.

im in a funk.



[06 Apr 2005|11:45am]
[ mood | amused ]

not much to say however ill update anyway..
went home last weekend. was fun. hella time in the car but i got to spend a lot of time with my family and see jeremy for his bday and tracy and stephanie and matt too for a little. it was nice to go home. this week is hard in school, 2 tests friday, 3 papers to write, 2 of them being research papers. eek! oh well. then this weekend im going to seany's house with him and matt! and i think we are going to kts house on friday? either way i will probably end up seeing katie since she is in love with me and cant be away from me 2 weekends in a row. oh.. hey katie. you read this. its ok. you do love me. thats right. hell yea i go to chico and hell yea we got the day off for (as sean says) "Pancho Villa Day". so we all went to bear hole and to see pictures go to ash's lj. if you dont know her name ur a loser. next weekend i cant do anything cause i have to go to a multicultural event on friday night. so ill party in chico that weekend, which will be fun. the weekend after that its passover so im going to lindsays house and meeting my mom and grandparents there. im really excited for that. and now seany is here so im going to breakfast at 12.

(8gangstas | what?!?)

[15 Mar 2005|02:33pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

in the past 2 days i have finished:
a box of chocolates.
a bag of chips (the big kind).
a book (Angry housewives eating bon bons.. great book i highly suggest it and yeah.. pretty deep in some parts, made me think)

i bought a biography of maureen o'hara, a book on the most evil dictators in history, and a book of poetry by nikki giovanni.

i like michigan.

i drink approx. 12 cups of tea a day.

im scared of the room i sleep in.

talked to my dad about a tattoo last night, maybe he'll accept it by the time im 21? i think he will. i told him i want george bushs face on my back and he was silent for about 30 seconds. but then he said he would like it if i got that, and i fell silent. then he told me if i kept drawing tattoos of jewish symbols on my feet i was going to get ink poisoning. then i said that he was protective of me. then he said i know. then i said oh. then i went to bed at 2 AM. thats it... thats my story.

LISTEN UP. I LIKE WATCHING THE NEWS NOW. i find it fascinating and i like knowing stuff happening in the world. ALSO. I have drinken 7 cups of black coffee in 3 days. i kinda love it.

I think we are buying some things here in Michigan, which im excited for. yeah its a small town where everything looks like its out of the 1950's, but a house is only around $70,000. and the homes i think are beautiful. land is cheap here. i really like it. mazel tov.

oye gevult.. im going to eat some cookies.

she taught me how to knit. im awful but she says im great. could i love her any more? no.

master and commander is a great movie.

im going to costco when i get back to chi-chi, as i have been craving hummus and pita for awhile. AND... canteloupe. OH BABY THEY'RE COMING BACK IN SEASON!!!!! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! i heart fruit more than i heart you. its true. im sorry.

RING 2 ANYONE?!?!?!?! oh yeah we are going back in chi-chi im sorry its true and katie koch better not say no (EVEN THOUGH IM NOT TOUCHING YOUR HANDS DURING THE MOVIE MISSY).

i want to name my child elsie. elsie may. i think that is a beautiful name.

(4gangstas | what?!?)

[10 Mar 2005|06:48pm]
[ mood | full ]

****EDIT**** people have left or are all leaving. i would be sad about this if it was winter but the weather is too beautiful to be upset. so i am happy! spring break will be great, get to see my grandma again! to all my friends, i hope that you all have a great time at home or on vacation! i love you all, be safe. looking forward to coming back a lot, more bike rides, bear hole, hopefully karen you and i will get to see each other more too. everything is great and life is good! i get to see my mom and dad and sister tonight!!! and my dogs!

Got this from Karen! it was fun. if you feel like it you can fill it out, give me something to read when i come back from michigan.

Your full name:
my name:
How old are you:
How do you know me and for how long:
How close are we:
Have you ever kissed me:
Have I ever kissed you (haha):
Have you ever performed with me:
Have you ever seen me perform:
What color are my eyes:
What can you say about me that you can't about anyone else:
What song reminds you of me:
What movie reminds you of me:
What religion am I:
What country is my immediate family originally from:
Am I more random or more strange:
Am I more funny or more serious:
If you said more serious, do you really know what im talking about:
If I were an animal, what would I be:
How have I changed from freshman year:
Would you date me:
Would you kiss me :-p:
What song, when you hear it, reminds you of me:
What would you change, if you could, about me(honestly):
Describe me in three words:
Do you have any funny stories between us:
If so.. what:
Do you have any amazing memories with me:
If so... what:
Am I attractive to you:
Am I attracted to YOU:
Write a simile about me:
Write a metaphor about me (ex: emily is a rose or emily is a pig):
Am I worth wasting this time on:

spring break tomorrow! gotta pack.. gotta read.. gotta pee and watch the OC.. so much to do!

(1gangsta | what?!?)

[07 Mar 2005|09:32pm]
[ mood | sick ]

( ) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
-FINALLY saw one in Mexico with Jessie, Tracy, and Kyle
(x) been to any other countries besides the United States
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
-every day of my life.. im that pathetic
(x) kissed a stranger
MMM i love old people that think they know me
(x) hugged a stranger
( ) been arrested
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
hella after sociology class.
(x) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) had sex
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
(x) been high
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
( ) done the splits
(x) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
() drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
-no, but ive done sunny D in a night..
(x) bitten someone
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a close friend die
(x) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
-i dance when i watch it
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
-arm hair.
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been skiing/snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
-fuck yea chico state
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(x) fired a gun
-fuck yea michigan
(x) purposely hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or MISS someone right now

life is grand. had a great weekend with lindsay, really relaxing. i missed chico a lot and am happy to be back. but eek spring break is in a week and i have 2 papers left and 1 test then im done! it should be a nice break too.. wont really see people but ill be with the family and get to go running and shopping in my town again. thank the lord for our mall.
i had a weird dream about monkeys last night.

(4gangstas | what?!?)

KIKI IS A LOSER. [02 Mar 2005|11:05am]
[ mood | groggy ]

yeah thats right. i told you catherine that i was going to make a livejournal post (that was my threat bitchass) about the LAME ASS phone convo we had today. and im doing it. because preparing for a presentation is not going to happen.

so hello everyone. this is my good friend kiki.

she has the nose ring. shalom!

she goes by kate but is actually named catherine. i call her kiki because i am cool enough to do so. most likely you are not, so you must call her catherine or kate.

yeah, she looks pretty cool. nice enough i guess, funny in her own handicapped way. draws lame pictures of herself with her hair blowing in the wind and is self absorbed enough to put the picture on my bulletin board THROUGH MY COLDPLAY POSTER.

so i called her today. ya know, i missed her. i had a dream about the high prices at abercrombie last night and it made me think of her. i call and we are talking, then i have to go because i am at my dorm and frankly dont want to talk to her anymore. it happens. but then she said SHE has to go. and i say ok. and she asks why i called. i say just to talk.
stupid kiki: "OH i know why you called!"
beautiful amazing wonderful beth: "huh? why?"
stupid kiki: "I think you know"
beautiful amazing wonderful beth: "No... i dont. i just called to talk..."
stupid kiki: "Alright fine whatever. You're a loser"
beautiful amazing wonderful beth: "what?!? but... i just wanted to talk!"
stupid kiki: "whatever. bye beth"


so there you go. my explanation of why catherine stupid loser head pope is just that, a stupid loser head.

and jessie, wake the fuck up before 11:00. You are wasting your life.

im going to shoot myself i am so stressed and sick. feel like crud. this weekend tho is lindsay, then next saturday michigan with my dad! MMMMMMMM i LOVE small towns where they only have a bowling alley and a supermarket. my grandma wants to take me to her senior citizen coffee breakfast thing. im so juiced. then that wednesday ill be home again, be with the family, go shopping and hopefully see stephanie and run a little. beach too of course, even though im sure its freezing. wtf mate i dont care!!!


(2gangstas | what?!?)

steal my sunshine. [28 Feb 2005|04:19pm]
Before I came to the beautiful California State University Chico to attend my advanced education.. I recieved a lot of hurtful harrassment from my "friends" back home about my comforter. They said it was ugly and dirty and smelled bad because I let my (BEAUTIFUL) dogs (bulldogs) sleep on it quite regularly. So I then came to Chico WITH my comforter, and it has now happened. My friends here have noticed the dingy state, and grandmother-like fabric of my bedding. I am appalled, since I love my comforter, and have even returned a new down comforter that my parents bought me so I could keep this one. Today though, Ashley and Margaret decided it would be funny to dump rice on my bed. Well, actually they thought it would be funny to put a spoonful on my bed, I started to laugh and then I emptied the whole bowl onto my sheets. And it was funny.
and im most likely not going to wash my comforter, cause im cheap and lazy and dont use the dryers here.


P.s. FNM club for life.

(4gangstas | what?!?)

[27 Feb 2005|08:14pm]
[ mood | weird ]

My grandparents came up this weekend with my favorite aunt!!! And Im def. going to Pleasonton this weekend to see Lindsay I think since we just talked about it and we decided its lame we are so close but dont see each other. So ill do a road trip down there, kinda sad cause itd be fun to be here my last weekend in Chico. But whatever Spring Break is just a week basically. Well i miss my grandparents a lot, Im pretty close to them and ill throw a pic in cause i know you all love to see them. They couldnt stay longer than a few hours but it was fun anyways. MMM they bought me food. And MMM i had a real bagel today not that whitney ish. Konkow had a track meet and that was very fun as well. I went with Seany and Matt and we decorated our bodies of course cause we would all do anything for Jake!!! And he did awesome and now I need to study for my midterm tomorrow eek!

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(3gangstas | what?!?)

[22 Feb 2005|03:05pm]
[ mood | happy ]

its so beautiful today! aw man i love it i love this weather so much.. and the tree right outside mine and katies window has bloomed in what seems like overnight.. here are pics to prove it bitchassssss!..

Katies inflames tonsils..



oh baby sunny and cher vinyl...

and.. yeah!

(5gangstas | what?!?)

[20 Feb 2005|06:25pm]
nolan said he is lonely in his lj and to be honest i kinda am too. i know i had a huge heart to heart with ash in konkows bathroom last night, cause thats what we do drunk or sober (even though last night was def a drunk one). i dont really remember it (haha i love my life) but i remember the basics. i also remember what jake said. i know im so lucky to be here, ive made so many great friends here that i know will be with me for the rest of my life. i know they care about me and i care about them. i would do anything for anyone here. but today kiki and allison came to visit cuz they were in chico, and it was so fun. is this what everyone goes through? did my sister, did everyone that is older than me go through this? how do people balance their lives between high school and college? arent they both eventually memories? im so nostalgic, i miss high school so much. that was obviously my life, my whole life. i love my old friends.. jessie tracy catherine allison jamie chris brad jeremy my g-d i cant even name everyone there are so many people i have been blessed with to have their friendship. are they going to be replaced now? where do i fit in? i dont know anything anymore. growing up, is this it? whats going to happen. i just know that i miss everyone so much, it seems im never happy because im never.. well i dont know why.

not even going to re-read this because i know its effing emo as hell and i dont want to erase it.

i bought a nutrageous and it got stuck so i had to buy another one. :( now i have 2 and i prefer kit kat big kats!

this is what i miss. im not doing a lj cut so bite me if that bothers you..
WHAT I MISS. what i really miss...

thats it.
whats wrong with me????

(9gangstas | what?!?)

FOR CHRIS, since I know he hearts feminism. [16 Feb 2005|11:39am]
[ mood | sick ]

"Den Dat little man in black dar, he say women can't have as much rights as man, cause Christ want a woman. Whar did your Christ come from?' Rolling thunder could not have stifled that crowd as did those deep wonderful tones, as she stood there with outstreched arms and eye of fire. Raising her voice still louder, shes repeated, 'Whar did your Christ come from? From G-d and a woman. Man had nothing to do with him!'
..."If de fust woman G-d ever made was strong enough to turn the world upside down..she ought to be able to turn it back and get it right side up again, and now dey is asking to do it, de men better let em!"
-Sojourner Truth, excerpt from "Ar'n't I a Woman?

I love African American Literature. Especially when we learn about feminism in slave history.

Life is great.

(7gangstas | what?!?)

[11 Feb 2005|11:18am]
"It's the perfect time of year... somewhere far away from here"

i overslept today. woke up 12 minutes before my African American Literature class began. No way Id miss that class, Prof. Butts is hella cool. So i speedwalked over there in yesterdays jeans and a Indiana sweatshirt. I suppose now that im back i should attempt makeup, but eff that.

someone buy me the notebook or go out with me. ryan gosling?

i miss kiki. and jessie. and tracy. i miss you guys a lot. a lot.

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